This quote from David Whyte's excellent book 'The Three Marriages', I believe begins to explore a number of the blogs and comments on Moodscope.
There have been comments on how challenges start at work or how people cannot be themselves at work and I'm sure some will also 'lose' themselves in work. And then of course we also have the complexity of marriage and our own identity.
Many of us will spend far more of our living life at work than anywhere else and yet we mostly do so as Human-Doings and not Human-Beings.
Work also, as local communities diminish, can become our most constant and supportive or disturbing 'community'. The challenge can come if our personal values conflict with those at work and whether we feel empowered or disempowered, lead or managed, loved or left?
In the midst of a seemingly endless life, however, we can spend as much time attempting to put food on the table or holding a relationship together that we often neglect the necessary internal skills which help us pursue, come to know, 'and sustain a marriage with the person we find on the inside', as David Whyte would say.
Why do so many of us struggle to feel connected?
There is so much around to 'separate' us from ourselves and that third 'marriage' (to yourself) - after the 'marriage' to work and/or spouse - to be OK with who and what you are.
If you cannot like and love yourself - can you possibly like or love anyone else?
Our real challenge in life is often to be strong enough to be who we really are, whether in work or not, as so much around us attempts to pull and push us into becoming someone else.
How much do you believe you are truly happy in your three 'marriages' - what you do and who you live with (if anyone) and crucially with yourself?
A Moodscope member.
PS. Here's a poem I wrote when I left as Chief Executive of Moray Council.
Pain yet hope inside
I put my life on hold
As the air around grew cold,
I went inside to hide
But I lost my peace and pride.
I lost my way in life
As I dealt with stressful strife,
Other people's problems not mine
Plus a porous and poisonous grapevine.
I went in search of spirit
But there was no breath left in it,
It was my direction I had to find
To leave this pain so far behind.
Someone has to make a stand
And get back to those shaking hands,
This sign of trust and honesty
For a culture which will save the day.
No paper signed in triplicate
No contract clause to squeeze and fit,
No doing you down immorally
We need to find integrity.
So when my blackness then befell
I mostly could then always tell,
That it would touch me from inside
Of how we live in a world with pride.
So if you wish sustainable success
It's not about the push and press,
But trusting in yourself and staff
And making sure you have a laugh.
Only then will all your friends and foes
Clearly see the way to go,
Is open and honest with respect
It is only then you can 'collect'.
The happiness you search inside
The one that's never found outside,
The one we never clearly see
Until you find what's inside 'me'.